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Abuse Sucks
I am an abuse survivor. It started when I was no more than three years old. I was at a daycare. The daycare owner's son was there. I remember having a cup in my hand. The daycare workers son, I can't remember his name, so for shortening purposes, I will say his name is Bill.
Bill wanted the cup from me. I told him no. I remember him coming towards me and then things go blank.
How we found out that I was molested, was I would rub myself on things. My grandmother was concerned. So she took me to the Dr. That is where she found it out.
My life has good points after that. But, my life is full of molestation, rape, sexual abuse, physical abuse, mental abuse, domestic violence, and more.
Abuse Sucks. I have experienced allot of it. In July , I will be 33. I can stand here and tell you details of how the sucky side of life is. But I can also tell you, you can survive it. Abuse does not define you. It changes you. But, you don't have to stay in that victim mindset.
There are many stages to get from victim to survivor. The first is omg am I really in this? What is this? Then you go into yes, I am in abuse. Then you hit the stage of trying to get out. Then you hit the stage of living your life after abuse.
No, those stages are not easy to get through. But you can reach each one. Only when you are mentally and physically able to do so. Don't push it because you hear people say get out. Sometimes it isn't that easy.
I am making this blog for my story. How I coped throughout the years. What all has happened to me. The information about abuse I have learned from living it and getting to the coping with it stage.
Join me to follow my journey. I hope that it helps one person at least that is in one of the stages I listed above or the person reading this knows someone in one of those stages.
God bless.